Kre8tive Shaman Experience

I have always felt a pull toward something dark and deep.

Not the “dark” they talk about on social media —

not gloom, not violence, not self-destruction —

but the kind of darkness where seeds germinate.

The darkness of the womb, the cave, the cosmos.

The rich, fertile shadow where truth grows roots.

I have also always felt a pull toward something immensely colourful.

Not the neon-bright “positivity” they market as wellness,

not the forced cheer of a spiritual Instagram filter —

but the kind of colour that explodes from a nebula,

the colours of a bird-of-paradise hidden in a rainforest,

the colours of raw feeling and unfiltered life.

Yet here I am, floating around a centre of “normal” —

a manufactured median built by the collective to keep itself comfortable.

And though I play at their “normal,”

my soul is constantly slipping little glimpses of the other into my life —

moments of real darkness,

moments of true colour,

moments when the mask cracks and my own current leaks through.

🜂 The False Middle

The collective has given “dark” a meaning that isn’t mine.

It has given “colourful” a meaning that isn’t mine either.

To them, “dark” is sinister or damaged.

To them, “colourful” is shallow and performative.

But my soul knows better.

It knows that the richest truths grow underground before they ever bloom.

It knows that colour is not frivolity, but life-force made visible.

And so I’ve learned to hide in the middle,

to float around their centre of “normal,”

smuggling bits of who I really am

into a version of myself that won’t frighten anyone.

🜁 The Psychic’s Paradox

I suspect I’m not alone.

I suspect all psychics, magicians, mystics, and artists feel this paradox.

We’re drawn to what lies beyond,

but we’re also aware of how quickly the collective

projects its own fears and fantasies onto anyone

who dares to embody the true dark or the true colour.

So we compromise.

We hide our depth behind acceptable words.

We dim our colours to a pastel hue.

We float in the false middle,

waiting for moments when our true frequency can leak through

without triggering the collective’s reflex to label us.

But this is a halfway life.

It’s survival, not sovereignty.

🜃 Stepping Out of Their Definitions

The real work isn’t to “be dark” or “be colourful”

according to their definitions.

It’s to step completely out of the frame.

To let your own soul define what dark means,

what colour means,

what depth and vibrancy feel like in your frequency.

This is not about branding yourself as “different” or “mystical.”

It’s about becoming a living expression

of the pattern your consciousness came here to embody.

The fear you feel of stepping outside their frame

is a real initiation.

It’s the edge where the collective’s energy field ends

and your sovereign field begins.

Every mystic has to cross it.

Every magician has to stand there trembling

and take a step into their own definition.

🜄 Living Your Own Current

When you do, something strange happens.

The collective stops being an authority

and becomes simply a field you move through.

Its definitions stop being fences

and become shadows on your own vibrant light.

Darkness becomes your fertile soil,

Colour becomes your living fire.

Together they stop competing

and start weaving —

a life that is both profound and vivid,

both mysterious and fully alive.

This is not the “dark” or “colourful” they know.

This is yours.

It’s unmarketable, uncliché, and unmistakably authentic.

🜅 An Invitation

If you’ve felt the same tension —

the sense of floating in the false middle

because your true depth and colour don’t fit the frame —

know this:

you’re not broken.

You’re standing at the threshold of your own magic.

Let the glimpses grow bolder.

Let the dark deepen and the colour flare,

not as performance but as your soul’s true palette.

Because in the end,

what the collective calls “too much”

is exactly what the universe called you here to embody.

You are not here to be their definition of anything.

You are here to be the pattern only you can weave —

dark and deep, bright and vast,

in a way the world has never seen before.

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